Stress....and me.....

I never imagine how stressful life could be....and it worsened ever since I get married...No! Don't get me wrong!!! I'm not saying that marrying life is stressful....and never! I never think that getting married is some sort of burden....it's just that everything around me seems evolving very fast...too fast that I am not sure if I can catch up! even some good news turn out to be dreadful to me....I guess....getting caught between something that I never imagine is too much for me....still...I am grateful...because I have you beside me....

weight loss program 2

Alkisahnya, WLP ku dh berkubor sejak kawen ni....mkn pn dh makin byk...dulu konon mkn 1/2 cwn nasi, tp skrg dh lebih plaks. kesannya berat dh naik balik....sama la mcm sblm kawen ari tu...nk kene start balik ni....tp skrg dh xde masa plak nk jln2 kaki kt luar, nampaknya kene la carik exercise yg leh buat kt dlm bilik je...yg x membebankan & leh dibuat dgn konsisten. senamrobik pn ok gak, tp kene ade ruang luas plak. boleh try la, nnt nk download la mana2 video senamrobik yg best2. x yah byk2 sgt la...janji leh buat tetiap ari, setengah jam ke...okey la tu.

Mcm mane leh naik balik? Mana taknye, asyik mkn je. Sy ni ade satu perangai yg susah nk ubah...x sampai ati...balik umah, ibu dh siap masak utk dinner.....tu yg x sampai ati tgk, jadinye mkn la gak wpn siang tu dh berkobar mkn dinner sikit psl siang dh mkn nasik time lunch...bile tgk ibu masak byk, kene ngan selera, belasah x ingat la...maklum la, asal ade pedas, sume jalan je...tolak yg haram je...heheh...ibu tu sape? My mom in law la....mmg x sampai ati bile tgk mknn dh ade atas meja....

Pasal tu lah berat naik berkilo kilo...baju pn dh ade yg x leh pakai balik...seluar la terutamanya...mmg la nk kene mula balik WLP....nk cuba tukar diet la plak...belum tau lg nk buat ape....tp yg pastinye, nk mkn buah & sayur lebih skit....mula kurang kn nasik cm dulu, especially waktu mlm...yg masalahnya skrg, dulu nk kurus pasal x nk nmpk gemuk atas pelamin, skrg nih tgh cari2 nk kurus pasal ape plak...for health la kot? ye tak? hmm cube je la...bkn ape, takut time kenduri azee nnt, dh nmpk gemok sgt plak...

Hehe...cuba je lah!!

Lagi gambar kawen...

Dah basi kan? Tapi nak letak gaks....kali nih gambar dr my official photographer for that day...Purplehaze Fotografia's...nih web dia: http://www.duffyzaynal.com/ (dah tlg promote, kene la bg komisyen skit kot....). Ok, sebenarnya ade 2 photographer....utk hari nikah & majlis di Klang, En. Duffy n d gang x dpt dtg pasal dh ade job lain, so dia hire photographer lain yg x kurang hebatnya dtg utk amik gambar, En. Syah (http://www.flickr.com/photos/siapaakushah/). Finishing job mmg En. Duffy yg buat sdiri lah. So skrg nih, nk tunjuk skit la hasil keje jurugambar2 yg pro nih....FYI: saiz gambar dh dikecikkan, bkn sikit, tapi byk, kpd kurang dr 1Mb....). En. Syah pakai Canon EOS 400D DSLR & En. Duffy & d' gang plak pakai DSLR Nikon D300, Nikon D70s & Nikon D90.

Gmbr yg pertama adlh gmbr asal dr jurugmbr En. Syah. Ini mmg raw photo yg belum diedit sepenuhnya oleh En. Duffy. Kat sini la kesusahan En. Duffy bermula...psl ape? Pasal pengantin warna merah...payung pn warna merah gak...kesannya, kalau x diedit dgn teliti, muka pengantin akan bertukar kpd kaler merah bila diprint nnt.

Kite tgk gambar lain plak. Yg ni plak gmbr outdoor. Masa tu dkt nk ujan. Langit dh mula gelap. Gmbr yg ni, captured by & edited by En. Duffy & d gang. Kamera? Nikon D300.

Ok. Gmbr yg ni plak amik kt umah, kamera Nikon D70s. Geng En. Duffy yg amik (lupe nk tanye nama). Dh siap edit. Pastu tambah plak editing sdiri tang frame ngan date tu. Haha...teringin plak...tp tu je yg I reti...heheh..

Cukup la tu ye...x leh letak bebyk...encik suami marah. Ni pn curik2 jer...dh post nnt br bg tau dia....kihkihkih...

Wedding Photos (as requested by jie)

This photo was captured by my bro in law using a DSLR cam, Nikon D80. (Special for u, jie. Why? B'coz I know u love camera)

This moment was captured using my Canon Powershot A1100IS digicam.

Both are raw pictures, without any image editing works.

Weight loss program

Seriously, the current me is bigger than me during the time I was studying in UiTM. Most probably bigger than when I was in KYPM Bangi. Just imagine, from 50 - 52 kg, I have gained around 12 to 15 kg at the time I worked with TNEC. The saddest part is I didn't even realized it. I kept saying to myself that it wasn't a big deal. It always fluctuate and it will never go up to more than 55 kg, I said. I must say, what a fool I have been. I shouldn't have think that and when I realized, it was too late. It was hard to reduce and it wasn't the same as the time I was in UiTM where my weight fluctuated but always go back to its usual state when a new semester begins. Then I kept wondering why won't it decrease.

Looking at me, having a hard time to lose weight, my mother offered me, London Weight Management and the cost will be fully covered by her. It was tempting but I didn't buy it. Why? I know my mom and most importantly this one burden wasn't hers to bear. Besides, I was determined to prove that slimming centres aren't the only solution available. So, what did I do? As a start, I cut my food intake daily to half. No more heavy breakfast. Goodbye nasi lemak, welcome oat. As for lunch & dinner, I take half cup rice with white meat and vegetables until today. However the progress was a bit slow. Then, I started working out. Fastwalking had become a must-do activity in the evening, everyday. To tell you the truth, I had a hard time to reduce a kilogram of weight. As I started to give up, good news came out. Despite of a slight changes in my weight, I managed to wear haf of my old clothes especially my old slacks. Exactly after three months of training, I stopped because of my skin tone. It was uneven and darker than usual.

Today, after almost five months, almost all of my old clothes fit perfectly except the pink kebaya that I wore on my graduation day. My current weight has maintained but I'm determined to shred a few more kilos before my 'big day' otherwise the ring won't fit.

That's all, thank you for reading.

The time we have...

The truth is, I have no idea of what should be written in my blog this time...currently, I am waiting for my mother inside my Viva while listening to the music saved in my notebook....since the 'big' date is getting near, I wonder when will I ever get the chance to pick up my mother as I'm doing right now after the 'big' day. A little bit sad, but I am relieved knowing that 'he' has already promised me that I can go back to my mother's house whenever I get the chance (though it only applies if I work with UiTM)...so, I pray everyday for this...to work with UiTM and be able to see my parents....not only my parents actually but also my siblings and my cats, Blang and Labu...gonna miss them...so much....

I really hope that 'he' will do his best to keep his promises to me...he promised a lot...but I really hope that this one promise comes first as I will do my best to keep mine, treating his parents like mine....my parents are important to me, the same as his....

Why? We don't know what will happen in the future...therefore, I would like to use all the time I have now to spend it with my families and his so that I won't have the time to regret why didn't I spend my time with when I still can...

That's all for now....

I don't know why...but I got teary eyes while typing this entry (suddenly being over sensitive)..

Ramadhan...

Ramadhan thn ni mmg menyeronokkan....lain sikit drpd thn2 yg sblm ni....di saat saya akan menyambut Ramadhan & Aidilfitri dgn keluarga sy....ramai kwn2 yg akan sambut dgn penambahan ahli keluarga masing2....yg baru berkawhwin, mestila sambut dgn suami/isteri + family mertua di samping family yg dh sedia ada....yg dh lama kawen plak....sambut dgn anak yg mmg ditunggu2....ramai gak la yg dpt baby thn ni....yg paling best tu, timing nk dpt baby...kite hanya mampu merancang, Allah yg menentukan...dh baby nk lahir, nk buat cemane kan....rasa gembira dgn kehadiran baby tu, lupe la kejap psl x leh puasa & nk kene ganti puasa....ape lah sgt ganti puasa tu nk dibandingkn dgn ahli baru yg ditunggu2 nih, betul x??

Antara kwn2 yg baru dpt baby sama ade dlm bln puasa atau betul2 sblm puasa ni (yg saya ingat):

1. amalina
2. aisyah
3. wani
4. fika
5. gee
6. pija

maybe ade ramai lg kot, tp sy x ingat tarikh....minta maaf kalau x tersenarai....

Tahniah diucapkan pd yg bakal beraya dgn anak masing2 buat kali pertama...x kira la kene ganti puasa atau pn x...hehe...marah pija kalau dengar ni....